Not much has happened since I got home, so I thought I should recap how this past semester was after crossing.
To be honest, I had a lot of doubts. I thought my life would remain the same. I thought I would still walk through the BSB unnoticed and spend my afternoons bored out of my mind after I was done with my assignments. I had very little knowledge of what sororities of any kind were like.
I was scared about what the future held.
I miss seeing them so much! :(
All of my sisters and really cool! I honestly don’t know where I’d be without y’all! I think y’all are really funny, and all of you are so smart and so talented! Some of y’all helped me out when things got tough or when I just really needed it—during and after MEP—and I have been able to lay my trust with y’all. I have spent some nights with some of y’all, just talking about a variety of topics until maybe three or four in the morning!
I noticed that I’ve changed a bit since I became a sister. When I came in, I was a panicky freshman who had very little confidence in herself. I found it hard to talk to new people and I have suffered a few times because of this difficulty. I used to find comfort in people I already knew. I hid behind this cheery, hyper facade because I felt like I had to pretend that I was some outgoing person. Since I joined, I have been conquering my fears every day and I have accomplished so much since I have been attempting to live up to my expectations as a sister of Tau Beta Sigma.
Have a great summer! :D